The arrow

A moment when you feel alignment,

Of everything that you ever wanted.

And the next you see it fades,

Like a foggy morning.

You wanted to sleep 

But sleep never wanted you.

A pillow and coffee

Redbull and a blanket,

That is the polarity now.

Hell,

I saw a banger chick in the mirror 

But heavens,

Now it's the reflection of 

An exhausted worker.

Why can't I just eat chocolates,

Watch movies, go camping 

And swim in a clear water Lake?

No.

It's a vague picture,

You don't know what it is yet

But you know one thing,

You have given 

Your blood, sweat and tears into it,

And it is beautiful.