Emotional drain?

"Some days, things just take

Way too much of my energy"

Sang Ariana Grande the biggest popstar today.

Likewise normal me, gets drained 

Not too easily but definitely.

One day I'll be taking in too much of info 

And the next day I will be a plant 

Nicely basking in the sunlight 

Getting my fastfood minerals in.

Except no photosynthesis.

One day I think I'm funny 

And the next day makes sure definitely that I feel like I'm the lamest of all beings.

Maybe one reason for my energy issues 

Is a pattern I noticed in myself.

I am a person of extremity.

To be all in or not to be in at all.

I have an excruciating need 

to do everything that I love at once 

Or I wouldn't do anything.

Finding a middle ground is hard.

And keeping up with it is harder.

Maybe I should just slow down,

But the thing is

If I slow down, 

I could compete with a snail 

In slow race.